Saturday, November 7, 2009

The last mile...Appreciating an Enigma

I saw him bleed. I saw him fight the bad guys all by himself. I saw him risk it all for his family’s honour. I clung to every turn, I prayed at every fumble. I cried and I screamed my lungs out, and when Aamir Khan finally peddled himself to that famous photo finish victoryin Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikandar, I went berserk.

Twelve years on, I was (not exactly) sitting in the IIM Bangalore mess, still as animated, as eager as back then. The cricketing god was weaving his magic with the bat and the mighty Australians seemed mere mortals. The impossible target was just a few hits away, the entire country stood still. But then the unimaginable happened. One bad shot and the crowd went silent. Such is his presence that as soon as he left, the innings just crumbled and we finished 3 runs short.

As you can probably make out, the second instant was the fifth one dayer between India and Australia. By the end of it, there was one name that made all the difference – Sachin Tendulkar. “He should have played till the end. He failed yet again when it mattered the most”; commented most of the experts like myself. If one looks at his record, it further validates the theory that Sachin is not a crunch player. That he hasn’t performed every time India has needed him to come up with a match winning effort. I have never really been the stats sort of guy and hence I differ in my opinion of that one person who most believe was born to play the game (It’s only my opinion of course).

Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar, the phenomenon, the magician, the icon and most loved Indian ever. No adjective or superlative can ever describe what he has stood for all these years, not just for India but the sport as a whole. To be honest I would never want to be in his shoes. The weight of a billion expectations, the niggling injuries and the ageing body not helping, he is still there. The hunger, the motivation, the reflexes are better, sharper than ever. He loves the game and we love him. I wish I could go up to him one day and say,” Sir, please remember that for every critic who’s after you, you also have a million fans who love you and pray for you to continue as long as you can. Thank you for giving us a million reasons to love the game of cricket.”

And for the critics, if you aren’t an Indian, then just shut up, and if you are one among those sick backstabbing lot, may God be with you like the way he has always been with Sachin. Yes, God surely loves him. Was it his fault that there wasn’t a captain like Dhoni to lead a side as balanced as the current team to back him with the support he so evidently lacked when he was firing on all cylinders back in the nineties? Didn’t you switch channels every time Sachin got out early?

People never appreciate what they have. He is not a movie hero like Aamir Khan. He is for real and he can fail sometimes, unlike movie heroes. He is a jewel. Treasure him and treasure every match that he graces with his mere presence. When he finally bids adieu to his beloved game, there will be very few records that he will not have broken. But that hardly matters to the Little Master. He never played for records anyways. And when he steps in to that Oval one last time, I will not be surprised if I find myself crying like a baby for there will never be another Sachin Tendulkar.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

The uncertainty that is life

I am not sure if I love or hate my life for the fact that I am not totally in control of it. In life, you always have choices. You can choose to follow your dreams and give away what could have been an ideally comfortable life, all the more if one is graduating from a place like IIM Bangalore (Day 0, fat salaries and all that…). The funny thing is, quite a few, after joining some really fancy organizations, actually realize they were, after all, born to decide when the world will go into recession again or charge a fortune for letting your clients know they never really had a problem in the first place. Occasionally, I think about how my life could have been completely different. A sportsman or perhaps a singer! Exciting lifestyle, countless fans, world tours, etc, etc. Wow! This is exactly where I believe most of us make the mistake of ignoring a very probable second thought. What if I hadn’t been this lucky in being born to the most amazing parents and never having to compromise on my dreams and wishes? The plain fact of life is “we are never satisfied.” Luckily, God’s been one amazing friend all through my life (though I’ve been selfish in remembering him only when I am in trouble). But that is what friends are for, aren’t they? Good things have just happened to me and I am in IIM Bangalore today, a spot millions of young Indians dream of every year. And that’s exactly when I really, really love life. I do not know where I will be a couple of years down the line but that’s the beauty of it all. Time is really flying now a days, I had imagined myself working so hard. It’s all planned, it’s all written, just as the Mahabharata was written years before it actually took place. Most may disagree but that’s perfectly understandable. It’s only what I believe in, and may not actually be true though I beg to differ.

I hadn’t really noticed until a few days back that in all my time thus far in IIMB I had actually developed a more positive attitude towards life. I no longer think of failure before I venture into anything. I guess it’s just the people around me who bring so much positive energy amidst all the pressures of being in the country’s premier B school. Friends, pals, buddies, whatever you may call them, the fact remains they define who you were, who you are and who you will be. I feel blessed…the second term is going way better than the first one and I am finally enjoying my life here. Hope it continues. Cheers…